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Before this dismal year is up, we’ll get behind-the-scenes footage from Nicki Minaj, whose tour documentary The Pinkprint airs on BET on New Year’s Eve.

The film will follow Nicki through her Pinkprint tour in support of her 2014 album of the same name. See a teaser below where she performs her verse from “Feeling Myself” and says, “I learned that I have to try my best to stay in these moments, because some of these things that happen to me are, like, once in a lifetime experiences and I’ll never get to do it again.”

But will we get as candid a moment as her iconic “pickle juice” speech from her MTV doc about gender double standards? Prophetically, she mentioned Donald Trump being able to “hang out with young bitches and have 50 different wives and just be cool.”